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SHUYANTALLY. 19 January.
My favourites are origami, candyfloss , dazzling lights , dreamcatcher , cactus , unfamiliar places , random bus rides , latenight phonetalk , tomyam soup , french fries , softtoys , tight hugs , music , shopping , daydreaming , ben&jerry's , stick skinny body , peaches , potatochips & definately surprises.
Sometimes when I'm bored, I draw people in my head. I procrastinate, alot. I listen to music on a regular basis but the best times are usually when I'm on the bus. On days when I'm upset, I would REALLY cry out loud. Definately am a perfectionist. Hate frizzy hair days , roachies & crossing bridges. I always wish that I were somebody else, maybe superman perhaps, my red cape in the wind, ever so free.
My blog is a collection of my perspectives, thoughts and emotions. I write when I wanna write, what I write. Your critism is totally - way out. Other than that, I guess you're pretty welcome. WAZZUP.


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“What would you do if the only one who can make you stop crying is the one who made you cry?”


"il mio amore ; ♡ dreamcatcher & cactus!"




Title: It's pretty much random & insane for this post actually...

12:10:00 PM
Monday, October 4, 2010
On the verge of breaking down. Like seriously...
So I'm kinda wide awake at this hour? yup pretty much amazed by myself. Visiting the bone specialist in another 3 hours time? Nervous. Definitely praying for the outcome to be fabulous. Cast removed & perhaps I'll be able to walk? Hopefully. But it's only been a week since my fall. BIG SIGH.

I think I sense a change in me. Had been really weird & keep-to-myself kind of personality recently. I've got no idea why & seriously nothing really interest me these days. Not even those I would go gaga for like last time. It's like something is wrong with me. Something within. I wonder... However, through these days being home, lying on my bed almost 24/7 , I've been thinking ALOT. Like really ALOT. It's crazed. I hope my brain could just stop functioning for 3 days & let me rest in peace.

Sometimes I think about how I would die? Perhaps a Car Accident? Illnesses? Old-aged? (SO MANY WAYS TO DIE LAH...) Fine, it's depressing.

Forward.

Or maybe I might just die tomorrow.

Hmms... enough. I'm just going to laze around on bed, staring at the ceiling, thinking of more things. More & more. It's breathtaking. But still I can't help but think. Sometimes I wonder if I'm really insane.

Bye then. (:



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