Had been home these 2 days(Wed/Thurs). Pretty worn out after so many nights out so I guess it's a good time for me to rest @ home(being home & staying out of the real world seems so much happier.)

So I presumed many of my readers are getting bored of my blog posts these days uh. Nothing much interesting coming/happened. Sadly, I don't wish to have any interesting happening too. Cause it's just too breath-taking. I don't think I'll have any more extra energy for those either. I just simply adore normal & simple daily routine life. Like that, I'm more than satisfied alr.

So how's my preparation for my O's? I guessed many of you are wondering. It's really so tough. 30 days left to those deadly examinations. I'm afraid yes I am yet I'm always slacking & wasting tons of time away. I know I've complained a billion time or even more, it's really irritating. Omgawdzx. I hate the despise look people can give you everytime when they heard I left school. FK it k, you all just don't understand what I've been through, why I quit school(though I always say I was stress thats why I left, it's bullshitz), how hard I tried to survive, how difficult is it for me to overcome all those problems I had these few years. You guys DON'T FREAKING KNOW AT ALL. Not even my closest friends. It's like my deep down secret. Even if I say it, no one can ever uds, cause you guys was'nt the one that had been through it! I was on the verge of giving up my life at that point of time. Way too drama, way too complicating. Urged.

But thank God , at least I'm so much better now. I'm living as a normal person(hopfully), having a normal routine in life. I thank God for all really. Perhaps through those darkest days of my life, I've learnt more. To treasure more & to love more.

So it's Friday already(1:02am). TGIF(like everyone said.) & I'm meeting my dear seokyee for sth special. Hopefully all will turn out well. Yup, balloons, candles & bubbles. Not to mention, many more stuffs. hehehhe. Can't wait !

Well, I'm currently watching some dramas I found online to keep me company these 2 days. At least I won't think so much & be sooooo depresssssed. Moodswing for all teenagers? Now I finally agree. When I was young, I was like huh? what? moodswing? for what? & stuffs... but now I know. It's like something outta of your control. If only we don't have sad times right? But contridictingly , if we don't have sad times, we don't even know how impt happy times are. So yup, pros & cons here & there in almost every aspect.

Such a long draggy & wordy post indeed. So I guessed I shall stop here & perhaps update more about my life soon(-:

Bye guys. See ya here again^^