SHUYANTALLY

information		SHUYANTALLY. 19 January. My favourites are origami, candyfloss , dazzling lights , dreamcatcher , cactus , unfamiliar places , random bus rides , latenight phonetalk , tomyam soup , french fries , softtoys , tight hugs , music , shopping , daydreaming , ben&jerry's , stick skinny body , peaches , potatochips & definately surprises. Sometimes when I'm bored, I draw people in my head. I procrastinate, alot. I listen to music on a regular basis but the best times are usually when I'm on the bus. On days when I'm upset, I would REALLY cry out loud. Definately am a perfectionist. Hate frizzy hair days , roachies & crossing bridges. I always wish that I were somebody else, maybe superman perhaps, my red cape in the wind, ever so free. My blog is a collection of my perspectives, thoughts and emotions. I write when I wanna write, what I write. Your critism is totally - way out. Other than that, I guess you're pretty welcome. WAZZUP.
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shuyantally		“What would you do if the only one who can make you stop crying is the one who made you cry?”

Title: Read this post to really understand,

8:08:00 PM

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Sudden urge to blog though I already did blog in the morning. Well recently, life's kinda plain for me, very actually. Hasn't been contacting much nor replying much texts, a

ppearing offline on msn most of the time & losing my high spirit @fb/twitter.
I just feel like being alone , staying home , like a young & innocent kid. Totally no worries, no critism, no comparision, no sarcasm, no pple acting, no fake smiles, no lies, no quarrels, no mokery. It's just me and my lovely crib, filled with nothing but the sense of belonging. It's a place where I can feel happy/sad without worrying bout' anything,even if I look miserably ugly/horrible.
To those really close friends that always texts me day/night, sorry guys, really SORRY. I'll contact you guys soon when I'm ready. At the moment I'm not at all. But please don't forget me, I won't forget you guys. For real.

However, I will be gng out tomorrow. Cause the tickets for the Step Up 3's movie has already been paid & Wisely being so nice had already helped to submit my name. So I can't really dissppoint them in anyway. So yup, I'll be out tmr & only on 7th Sept(work). Perhaps also this month's flea, I'll be out too. Guess the rest of the days I will be home, yes I'm fine guys, no worries k! I just don't feel like going out recently. Just wanna stay home. I'm really sick of those 'Outside world' / 'Reality world' kinda thing lately. I just want to be me, myself. I know many people couldn't understand, but please for my dear close friends(you know who you are), please don't blame me. I don't wish any of you guys to understand everythin' bout' this, but just don't get angry with me will be more than enough. It's not I don't wish to meet/reply you guys, it's just that I find myself not ready for now, cause I under alot of stress. I'll be fine after a month or so. So see ya guys in Oct?

PLEASE DONT FORGET ME!!!!!!

Love you guys. (You know who you guys are.)

xoxo.

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