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SHUYANTALLY. 19 January.
My favourites are origami, candyfloss , dazzling lights , dreamcatcher , cactus , unfamiliar places , random bus rides , latenight phonetalk , tomyam soup , french fries , softtoys , tight hugs , music , shopping , daydreaming , ben&jerry's , stick skinny body , peaches , potatochips & definately surprises.
Sometimes when I'm bored, I draw people in my head. I procrastinate, alot. I listen to music on a regular basis but the best times are usually when I'm on the bus. On days when I'm upset, I would REALLY cry out loud. Definately am a perfectionist. Hate frizzy hair days , roachies & crossing bridges. I always wish that I were somebody else, maybe superman perhaps, my red cape in the wind, ever so free.
My blog is a collection of my perspectives, thoughts and emotions. I write when I wanna write, what I write. Your critism is totally - way out. Other than that, I guess you're pretty welcome. WAZZUP.


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Title: I'm here myself.

12:15:00 AM
Monday, September 13, 2010
Just felt like blogging. Been thinkin' alot lately , from how I actually was few years back to who I am now. Unbelivable. I feel so rush rush rush in everythin'. This year was such a fast year, September already? Ohmy. I still remember celebrating 2010's arrival @ Fayth's crib. Time really do fly, don't they? Bet you guys , readers must be thinkin' back in time too naow. I somehow miss alot of people. Those that came by & left, those that I haven't met for ages & even those that I'm still contacting... just way too much feelings mixin' tgt. Hard to express them all out. All I know now is I really wish to move house! Can't wait to have my own room, decorated purely by yours truely(: , havin' to go Ikea to choose my furniture & knowin' the fact that I can blast music all night long. CAN'T WAIT.

So srsly WAZZUPZ for my life this year is really ohmygodzhx exciting. Far more than the word exciting. It's just... CRAZED. I guessed it's really mad how people think bout' me now. QUITTING SCH WHEN YOU'RE IN THE BEST CLASS @ MAY WHEN O'S IS ONLY A FEW MONTHS AWAY? 8 SUBJECTS TO 5 SUBJECTS? & A SCHOOLING GIRL TO A CLUBBER? HANGING OUT LATE AT NIGHT?

Yeahh... this yr(2010) I will never ever ever forget. Such a big life changing experience for me. SO SO MUCH. It's like totally different. The USEDTOBE me, & the NAOW me. Many UP(s) & DOWN(s) definately. Gettin' hurt, angry, stress, pissed, scared, lonely, etc etc. Too many to fill in. But what I can say is I NEVER DID REGRET MY DECISION FOR LEAVING SCHOOL. It's like the best decision ever made in my life. I know people might say "what? you will have no future?" etc etc. But it's my choice. It's my life that I'm leading. I wanna step out from those comfort route that everyone's taking. Study hard for O's - Aimming for JC - Entering Uni - Work @ bank - Earn BIG BUCKSZZ. (such is what pple call - successsful life. No mockery, can praise kids infront of relatives, no regret?) I beg to differ srsly. That's the life I will regret if I lived it. Life, you live once, so must well live to your fullest. Thats all. Don't harm or kill person, it's olright already.(for me.) I know many of you don't think so, but yup go ahead & think otherwise bout' me then.

I know if everyone was to think like me, the whole world might crashzzzz. Thats why God create us differently. I might be the really ultimate weird one I guessed. Ability to earn big bucks doesn't always come with good studies. (for me.) It's more on the EQ, rather than DIE HARD MEMORISING(IQ). You need fexibility to work in this current society srsly. Only IQ is definately not gng to get you anywhere. I really THANK GOD for having such a supportive mom till now even. After all I've been through she's still there supporting me to do whatever I want. It's really a miracle. I love her so dearly till no words can ever describe.

Not to mention, BKKK in coming 2-3 weeks. Can't freakin' wait to go!!!!!!! It's like OHMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. Seriously want to go so badly! I'm so gng to get many pretty/hot stuffs to sell them. YES ! So stay tune @ my blogshop ! Also up-comin' flea(s)~~~ YUP!!!!!!! Note it down olright ! ^^


So bascially, there's a short update of my life. I'm currently not into anythin'(r/s). It's just me & myself leading a normal/typical life. But the fact that I left school was my choice & I won't regret it.
BYE.



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