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SHUYANTALLY. 19 January.
My favourites are origami, candyfloss , dazzling lights , dreamcatcher , cactus , unfamiliar places , random bus rides , latenight phonetalk , tomyam soup , french fries , softtoys , tight hugs , music , shopping , daydreaming , ben&jerry's , stick skinny body , peaches , potatochips & definately surprises.
Sometimes when I'm bored, I draw people in my head. I procrastinate, alot. I listen to music on a regular basis but the best times are usually when I'm on the bus. On days when I'm upset, I would REALLY cry out loud. Definately am a perfectionist. Hate frizzy hair days , roachies & crossing bridges. I always wish that I were somebody else, maybe superman perhaps, my red cape in the wind, ever so free.
My blog is a collection of my perspectives, thoughts and emotions. I write when I wanna write, what I write. Your critism is totally - way out. Other than that, I guess you're pretty welcome. WAZZUP.


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“What would you do if the only one who can make you stop crying is the one who made you cry?”


"il mio amore ; ♡ dreamcatcher & cactus!"




Title: I'm losing grip ,

2:53:00 PM
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Seriously , I don't know what's wrong with me these days. It's just crazed crazed crazed. Those madness in my head are drivin' me nuts I swear , totally. I think I need a fking break from everything on Earth like literally everything. I don't mean to not meeting my dear friends these days, not replying texts that often, not getting into facebook/twitter updating my life, doing my regular stuffs like I do usually. But really I've got no mood to. Sorry guys , I guess it's seriously the most down part of my entire sixteen years of life. It's just.. No words at the moment could describe. Or maybe my vocabulary isn't that strong to find one now. ARGH. DAMN , CAN I JUST SCREW ANYONE UP. Cause I really need to scream BADLY.

K I know many of you guys will ask me why , a tons of WHY(S) on why am I like this & what happened. But guess what? I'm clueless myself too, so drop that.

& to even know these , you guys must be thinkin most problly it's just some kind of PMS? But oh wait, my period just passed & I've never have had PMS , swear. So what was it? I just felt as though everything isn't right, doin' right, goin' right, workin' right. get it?

I would love havin' someone there for me physically now , to actually bring me out , regardless of my ugly bare face (totally w/o makeup/fringe/welldone dressing) , not judging me on how I'm gng to scream my lungs off & practically listen to all my nonsensicial stuffs that are really so NOT ME(in the view of my friends) cause I guess none of my friends knew this 'ME' & most imptly , not breathing a word out to anyone.

But , I presumed there won't be any of such on Earth,
doubtin' a million on that.
Negativity is life, right folks?

HEYYYYYYYYYY, SO WAZZUP. AHAHHA

I'm feelin' better now, at least a little. phewww x10. I thought I was going to die off from my burstin' of emotion earlier on. Luckily there is such as blog. I thank God for that. I do hope I'm not the only one feelin' this way though. K , bye guys!



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