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SHUYANTALLY. 19 January.
My favourites are origami, candyfloss , dazzling lights , dreamcatcher , cactus , unfamiliar places , random bus rides , latenight phonetalk , tomyam soup , french fries , softtoys , tight hugs , music , shopping , daydreaming , ben&jerry's , stick skinny body , peaches , potatochips & definately surprises.
Sometimes when I'm bored, I draw people in my head. I procrastinate, alot. I listen to music on a regular basis but the best times are usually when I'm on the bus. On days when I'm upset, I would REALLY cry out loud. Definately am a perfectionist. Hate frizzy hair days , roachies & crossing bridges. I always wish that I were somebody else, maybe superman perhaps, my red cape in the wind, ever so free.
My blog is a collection of my perspectives, thoughts and emotions. I write when I wanna write, what I write. Your critism is totally - way out. Other than that, I guess you're pretty welcome. WAZZUP.


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“What would you do if the only one who can make you stop crying is the one who made you cry?”


"il mio amore ; ♡ dreamcatcher & cactus!"




Title: definately not much to share, alil of me

12:47:00 AM
Monday, August 2, 2010
So what's with me now? I'm changing. slowly. Guess it's really hard to believe for who I am now.
How I act. communicate. everything of me seems to be changing. for the better? worst.
I'm happy at least? or maybe for a moment yes I am.(It's just like the past. It didn't change at all.)

Randy just told me he wants to change himself. Reverse the question back to me now. Am I going to change too? I think I'm weird. really. born weird. or maybe , just weird by nature. okay it's the same. I feel like changing back to the old me when I was still in secondaryschool. But I'm stopping myself. I think I can't bear to leave life like this now yet I'm hoping for my life like the past. Irony isn't it? I wat both fun & good studies. Not to forget a awesome bf(never going to happen to me) & a lovely family with me 24/7. I'm greedy. very much indeed. Once again, who's not?


I feel worst. I feel happier. I feel weird-er. I laugh more often. I have lesser stress. I have more friends. I think more. I spend more time at home with mommy. I get to call pple 'baby'.
Contridictingly... I wonder if I feel happier is because I'm getting better at lying to myself?

Note to you(my dear readers): Don't bother thinking what I'm thinking. cause I've got no idea too. When I wake up tomorrow again, I have this whole new feeling again. About life. About myself. About love. About humans.
I feel w.e.i.r.d.



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