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SHUYANTALLY. 19 January.
My favourites are origami, candyfloss , dazzling lights , dreamcatcher , cactus , unfamiliar places , random bus rides , latenight phonetalk , tomyam soup , french fries , softtoys , tight hugs , music , shopping , daydreaming , ben&jerry's , stick skinny body , peaches , potatochips & definately surprises.
Sometimes when I'm bored, I draw people in my head. I procrastinate, alot. I listen to music on a regular basis but the best times are usually when I'm on the bus. On days when I'm upset, I would REALLY cry out loud. Definately am a perfectionist. Hate frizzy hair days , roachies & crossing bridges. I always wish that I were somebody else, maybe superman perhaps, my red cape in the wind, ever so free.
My blog is a collection of my perspectives, thoughts and emotions. I write when I wanna write, what I write. Your critism is totally - way out. Other than that, I guess you're pretty welcome. WAZZUP.


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"il mio amore ; ♡ dreamcatcher & cactus!"




Title: I'm weird & welcome freaks,

5:20:00 AM
Friday, July 16, 2010
Whatsupppppp. Pretty puzzled nowdays regarding my life and no doubt schooling issues are gettng cranky. Days without being physically out(with friends) are really speechless. Perhaps lesser drama & more peace. However there's always pros and cons. With no bonding comes lesser joy , not much of happier thoughts and having to live in self denial or perhaps just dreaming bout' that special someone you longed to be with all day long.

Randy spoke to me last night or rather most of the time, it struck me that actually I've got to learn how to GET HURT and not being afraid. In time to come, we all grow up. We'll bound to get hurt someday. Maybe the key is to overcome and move on. Nevertheless, it's never easy I say. Usually it comes with a price to pay. I wonder what's mine. I sense it coming no doubt.

Well, I feel really tired even though I'm not physically nor mentally working on something. I just feel exhausted inside out everyday when I'm awake. I think I'm getting really weird these days. Being home wasn't the solution when I though it was. However being out isn't too. What's more?



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