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SHUYANTALLY. 19 January.
My favourites are origami, candyfloss , dazzling lights , dreamcatcher , cactus , unfamiliar places , random bus rides , latenight phonetalk , tomyam soup , french fries , softtoys , tight hugs , music , shopping , daydreaming , ben&jerry's , stick skinny body , peaches , potatochips & definately surprises.
Sometimes when I'm bored, I draw people in my head. I procrastinate, alot. I listen to music on a regular basis but the best times are usually when I'm on the bus. On days when I'm upset, I would REALLY cry out loud. Definately am a perfectionist. Hate frizzy hair days , roachies & crossing bridges. I always wish that I were somebody else, maybe superman perhaps, my red cape in the wind, ever so free.
My blog is a collection of my perspectives, thoughts and emotions. I write when I wanna write, what I write. Your critism is totally - way out. Other than that, I guess you're pretty welcome. WAZZUP.


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“What would you do if the only one who can make you stop crying is the one who made you cry?”


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Title: FAT KILLS ME

12:12:00 PM
Friday, July 9, 2010
FATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTS.
I NEED TO FREAKING LOSE WEIGHT(10KG) AND STOP EATING SO MUCH LIKE A KINGKONG. SEEING THE AMOUNT OF FOOD I EAT EVERYDAY REALLY SCARES ME . EVEN MY MOM SAYS SO MOST OF THE TIME. I CAN'T BELIEVE I CAN EAT SO MUCH EITHER. I JUST FEEL LIKE EATING EVERY SECOND OF MY LIFE. I HATE IT MAN SRSLY. NOT HUNGRY ALSO CAN EAT LIKE KINGKONG. NEED TO FREAKING STARVE FOR 10000000 DAYS. SAY A THOUSAND TIME BUT NOT EVEN ONE TIME I SUCCEEED. I FEEL SO SO SO INFERIOR. EVERYONE ARD ME IS SO SKINNY. YET I AM SO FAT. SO SO SO FAT. SOMETIMES I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO WEAR OUT. ARGH. I HATE BEING FAT. REALLY. STARVE ISN'T THE SOLUTION THEN WHAT IS IT.

I REALLY REGRET GAINING MY WEIGHT BACK WHEN I WAS SEC TWO. HATE THE DOCTOR TTM. ARGH. I MISS MY 39KG. SERIOUSLY, WHY DID I EVEN LISTEN TO THE DOCTOR AT THAT POINT OF TIME. I FEEL SO STUPID &*$^#$&*)(*)(&**(^&()&!*. NOW ALL MY HARDWORK DOWN THE DRAIN. ARGH. TEN KILOGRAMS TO LOSE.

STARVE NOW OR DIE LATER. CHOOOOSE.



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